~relationship~

wat a bored day for me, nothing to do lazying around...lolz...today afternoon slept too much dy now cant sleep so early dy...lolz...wat to do??? so comes here to blogging...sometimes, i have been wondering why must human being in this world must get into relationship? i dont understand why must bring suffer to ourselves? N after broke up izzit really possible still can remain frends with ur ex??? what if ur ex did some things to u that cannot be forgive nor forget?? will u forgive him/her?? if yes, izzit bcoz u pity, sympathy to him/her??? or still cant forget him/her??? giving u n him/herself another chance to patch back again?? to those who has been hurt u before izzit worth to forgiving them?? i dun really understand y must force ourselves to do smth that we dont feel like to do it?? another thing, if ur ex come bek to u again will u accept him/her again?? i really dunno what i shud do....some frends told me b4 he can dump for the 1st time at the same he might be dump u for 2nd again...so, what for?? although still got feel towards him but we still have to face the reality. shub i b more optimistic towards love?? i juz wan to protect myself for not being hurt again. those feels really unbearable. i just want to treat everyone around me as friends but i dunno why there are still some stupid guys likes to think that i m in love in them??? y??? lolz....izzit bcoz they never been love by others? tats y they super sensitive?? i m admit that sometimes i may be too good with guys frends but not only towards particular person...but to everyone wat...as almost all of my frends know it. back to the point juz now, izzit possible that after broke up still can remain friend with ur ex??? still can be but only hi-bye frends i tink?? i tried to bcum frends with him again but feels damn reluctant as i know still got feels towards him...lolz...useless?? haha....2day got a lil bit emo...heee




once it is broken nothing can amended it anymore. saying sorry or whatever apologise it was already too late....
















|emo voyage|

```~Nephew bday~```

Yesterday, 27th sept2008 my nephew celebrated his 5 years old birthday at my house. He has invited quite a lot of his kindergarden friends and teachers to attend his bday party. We have been quite busy to get ready of his party, luckily those foods stuff were not prepared by us instead of ordering from the hotel buffet. By doin this have save alot of time n energy...lolz...i admit dat i m too lazy to preparing and helping around....haha...sumore have to serve the guest, really damn tiring....lolz...wat a exhausted day for me. Fortunately, today is sunday no need wake up early to go back work, so i can sleep until very late..damn nice...i was like sleep the whole day...woke up awhile eat my lunch after that went bek to sleep again...LIKE A PIG??? haha....juz now heard from ning khang aka BINATANG...dunt screw me up pls...haha...oh ya...he told me bout the night in MOS newly open at sunway thr...they went there without me...so, i can say that i was missed out the fun damn regretting now.....they open 6bottles of liqour and before depart from house they have drank up 2 bottles dy...so, from here can see that they must have damn fun in the club dy...drink soo much n so many leng zai dat nyte...oh ya...n li theng never told me that she have saw a leng zai....li theng...i hate u dy...wahaha....now makes me feels like soo wan too drinkk...haha...gg.com...goin bek soon dy...goin to drink up my absinth....wooott....haha....goin to stay with kk soon...dunno wats goin happen soon?? lolzz.....k la..blog till here 1st....pictures wait i got time only post up those photos...heee

|~exhausted voyage~|